{"id":599,"date":"2015-07-12T20:00:13","date_gmt":"2015-07-13T03:00:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/?p=599"},"modified":"2015-12-13T14:35:53","modified_gmt":"2015-12-13T22:35:53","slug":"i-feel-like-part-of-the-problem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/2015\/07\/12\/i-feel-like-part-of-the-problem\/","title":{"rendered":"I Feel Like Part of the Problem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In San Francisco now, I no longer feel like a useful, contributing member of The City&#8217;s social or cultural scene. Merely by virtue of being &#8220;a developer&#8221;, I feel like I&#8217;ve become Part Of the&nbsp;Problem.<\/p>\n<p>I sure as hell try not to be. I try to encourage the arts; I try to defend and promote nightlife and clubs; I try to encourage <em>affordable<\/em> housing. I&#8217;ve lost track of how many times I&#8217;ve tried to explain to other laissez-faire, &#8220;the free market will fix everything!&#8221; types why just building &#8220;housing&#8221; (i.e., market-rate housing) in San Francisco right now means &#8220;building housing for millionaires and multi-millionaires&#8221;, housing that people making less than, say, $200,000 a year cannot possibly&nbsp;afford.<\/p>\n<p>But when a dear, beloved friend tweets: &#8220;Had one of those little things happen today that upped my feeling of &#8220;threat level&#8221; and need to bug the F out of SF.&#8221;, I don&#8217;t just feel the need to respond with &#8220;Do you want to talk about it?&#8221; or &#8220;Is there anything I can do to&nbsp;help?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I also feel the need to say: &#8220;I&#8217;m&nbsp;sorry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Not just in the sense of &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry to hear that a bad thing happened to you today,&#8221; but in the sense of &#8220;I feel like I&#8217;m personally partly to blame for this, and I am sorry about&nbsp;that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Because I&#8217;m a developer. I&#8217;m not part of startup culture, thank Goddess&nbsp;&mdash; I bailed out of that toxic mess of sexism, overwork, and self-delusion five years ago, and haven&#8217;t looked back. But I am still part of &#8220;high tech&#8221; culture, to some&nbsp;degree.<\/p>\n<p>And despite my efforts to improve it, I&#8217;m sick and tired of being associated with&nbsp;it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not about to change careers, of course. For one, I have a dependent; I can&#8217;t just chuck everything and take months to retrain myself (in what, anyway?) and do a career-shift. And for two, I don&#8217;t want to cede the field to the kind of brosephs and entitleist assholes who are making &#8220;developer&#8221; a dirty word in places from San Francisco <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/cityofcrows\/status\/619550879956340736\">to Hamilton, Ontario<\/a>. Better that I stay and fight to make high-tech and software development be the forward-looking, inclusive, diverse kind of field I want it to&nbsp;be.<\/p>\n<p>I just don&#8217;t feel like it&#8217;s working, right&nbsp;now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In San Francisco now, I no longer feel like a useful, contributing member of The City&#8217;s social or cultural scene. Merely by virtue of being &#8220;a developer&#8221;, I feel like I&#8217;ve become Part Of the&nbsp;Problem. I sure as hell try not to be. I try to encourage the arts; I try to defend and promote [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[75,96,21,57,153,154,88,30],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=599"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":687,"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599\/revisions\/687"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=599"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=599"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kagan.mactane.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=599"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}